I’m not completely back yet, but I felt like I needed a place to let it all out, and that’s what a blog should be – space to speak your mind.
So I’m taking a short break from posting my daily dress-up and am going to rant about life instead.
Isn’t it crazy how a moment of weakness – one (huge) mistake – can totally change the path in which your life was headed? Maybe it was subconsciously on purpose. Maybe deep down I knew I wasn’t ready, mature enough, experienced enough, or even rational enough. Maybe my self-sabotage had been in the works for a long time. And maybe everything happens for a reason.
Then again, I could be just a heartless, manipulative, selfish bitch.
Or maybe it’s both?
All I know for sure is that I’ve never been more uncertain of how the future would be in my life. That scares me.
J – I’m sorry for it all, and no matter what happens, you’ll always have a special place in my heart. I regret the pain I’ve caused; you’re an incredible person and are undeserving of the distress I’ve brought into your life.
I don't really know what to say...but I wish you the best of luck as you try to figure things out.
ReplyDeleteSometimes you just need to take a few steps back to be able to evaluate things.
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I don't know what to say either except that I do believe everything happens for a reasons, and though it may be hard now whatever you are facing will ultimately make you a stronger person
ReplyDeleteDon't forget that you are wonderful!
Oh Dear ! I agree with Raji, what you are going through WILL make you stronger. It doesn't seem like it now but just give it time.
ReplyDeletePoor Melrose, I don't know exactly what is going on but I am thinking about you:(
ReplyDeleteLife is hard. We all make mistakes. Hang in there; things will get better.
ReplyDeleteAwe Mel :( I'm sorry for your pain. Things will get better... And you will be stronger & wiser to make it through.
ReplyDeleteI find that blogging can be really therapeutic. It helped me get on track & receive support from a lot of wonderful people. Take care xo
Hi Sweetie,
ReplyDeleteI've missed you too and I am sorry I have been MIA around here. I have been going through a really sh*tty time too. I don't know what happened but I really hope you are alright.
Do you want to talk?
besos,
ML
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