I’m not completely back yet, but I felt like I needed a place to let it all out, and that’s what a blog should be – space to speak your mind.
So I’m taking a short break from posting my daily dress-up and am going to rant about life instead.
Isn’t it crazy how a moment of weakness – one (huge) mistake – can totally change the path in which your life was headed? Maybe it was subconsciously on purpose. Maybe deep down I knew I wasn’t ready, mature enough, experienced enough, or even rational enough. Maybe my self-sabotage had been in the works for a long time. And maybe everything happens for a reason.
Then again, I could be just a heartless, manipulative, selfish bitch.
Or maybe it’s both?
All I know for sure is that I’ve never been more uncertain of how the future would be in my life. That scares me.
J – I’m sorry for it all, and no matter what happens, you’ll always have a special place in my heart. I regret the pain I’ve caused; you’re an incredible person and are undeserving of the distress I’ve brought into your life.